Feeling Disconnected
I wanted to share something personal with all of you. Some of you may already be aware that I battle with anxiety and depression. Lately, these challenges have resurfaced and intensified. Is it because I haven’t created enough? Dealing with this condition is like riding a roller coaster—unpredictable and full of ups and downs. Instead of relying on daily medication, I find solace in expressing myself through creative outlets. However, I've recently felt a significant disconnection, prompting me to create visual representations of my struggles.
Every day, we wear masks to conceal our true emotions from the world. When someone asks us, "How are you doing?" we reply with a standard "I'm good," even when we're far from it. We hesitate to reveal our genuine feelings, fearing it would unsettle those around us. Through my artwork, I aim to shed light on my struggles.
It was hard to contain my excitement when I received the confirmation that I would be working with Presley, someone that I had not created with before. It had been far too long since I had done a creative photo shoot, so I was super eager to create. Everyone has been so busy, struggling, and hasn’t been available. I know how much these shoots help with my anxiety and depression, so I was ready.
The moment Presley walked through the door, we hit the ground running. It was as if we had been creating together for years, effortlessly synchronized in the vision. There was an instant connection, a natural flow that made the entire experience amazing. Not only did Presley wholeheartedly embrace my artistic direction, but she also brought her own unique perspective to the table, offering valuable insights that elevated the shoot.
Time seemed to slip away unnoticed as we lost ourselves in the photo shoot. The world around us faded into the background, and we were fully immersed in the creative process. It was liberating, being able to let go of the outside world and pour our energy and passion into capturing impactful images. That is the beauty of creativity, you can get lost for hours.
Unfortunately, as with all good things, it eventually had to come to an end, and we reluctantly returned to reality. But the experience left a mark on me, igniting a fire within. I want to create with so many people this year and get the chance to collaborate with Presley again. I know we will create awe-inspiring art that will captivate and inspire others.
I’m an artist with a mission and I’m so grateful for the people that help me spread mental health awareness through my art.
